mouth droppin'

akhir-akhir ini gue ngerasa banyak salah ama temen-temen gue.
sebagian besar karena gue irresponsible dan kalau ngomong seringnya ga pake dipikir dulu.

gue ga mau ada yang marah ama gue. ga enak banget kalo keya gitu.

huff, mari gue jelaskan kesalahan gue dulu:

one moment i was just talking to my friends, and within seconds i have tell them about my bff's new crush.

yeah, you got it.
a fuckin' mouth dropping.

don't underestimate me, i really don't mean it.
do you think i would've wanted to do that?
the answer is a big NO-NO

i never want to spread juicy gossips about someone's "aib" nor telling everyone about an unexpected issues i just heard.

i hate myself for behaving like that. but words just start leaking from my mouth and i can't stop. i just can't help it.

i have a hunch that this mouth dropping thing has connection with my goddamn remembering disorder habit. maybe i was once abducted and my brain was being brainwashed by a couple of eerie aliens *just like in 'Knowing'*. or maybe i'm just DUMB, and that's why i can't tell the diffrence between 'secrets' and 'gossips'

untuk yang ngerasa, gue bener-bener minta maaf. gue emang ga bisa janji kalo gue ga akan kayak gitu lagi, karena andika kangen band pun pasti tau kalo gue membodohi diri sendiri. gue ga bisa langsung berhenti. tapi gue janji bakal berusaha untuk berubah. jadi enno yang bisa ngontrol omongannya dan ga suka bo'ong. :)