guilty pleasure

...He came across a deep pool in a forest, from which he took a drink. As he did, he saw his reflection for the first time in his life, and fell in love with the beautiful boy he was looking at, not realizing it was himself. Eventually, after pining away for a while, he realized that the image he saw in the pool was a reflection of himself. Realizing that he could not act upon this love, he tore his dress and beat his body, his life force draining out of him. His soul was sent to 'the darkest hell' and the narcissus flower grew where he died.



ugh, creepy story, right? it's a greek mythology, taken from wikipedia. just google it if you want to. well, this story told us about a stupid gay who gazed at his own reflection and fell in love at the first sight with the boy in the water.

okay, here's the thing. i have this, um, let's say: habit, to stare at my reflection for a long time
(but it's not that i love myself. nada. it's more like gracing god's gift. ehehe. and obviously i don't stare into plain water. thanks god the cleverest person ever lived had invented the greatest thing on earth: MIRROR.)

and everytime i looked into the mirror, i smiled 'cause i feel beautiful, especially when i looked into my bedroom's wall mirror. *don't know what magic spell that mirror does got.*
it's a lil' bit narcisstic, i know. but i just can't help it. i don't know whether its a good or a bad habit (my mom said that it's a f*ckin' bad habit. gue genit katanya. whatsoever. i enjoy it. haha, guilty pleasure). but thanks god *again* that my bff irene has the same urge like i do: stare into the mirror.


erm, although irene suffers the same thing like i do, i think *sometimes* mine is worser than hers.
my habit includes taking a bunch of photos in front of the mirror which i know she doesn't like to.

the conclusion is that everytime i saw my reflection in the mirror, i feel dainty and as long as you don't became a maniac like narcissus *the poor greek boy who commited suicide*, i think it's safe to look into a mirror for a long time. don't complain about your acnes and spots, just ignore 'em because everyone *even emma watson* got them and no one really cares, anyway. find your favorite part of your face *mine is my eyebrow*. look at it for a while, think, and you will see that god is really generous. all things considered.



finally, don't forget to say:
MIRROR, MIRROR ON THE WALL, WHO'S THE FAIREST ONE OF ALL?

and answer that question by yourself:
YOU.

highlight of the things happening lately (1)

sekarang gue lagi di kamar, makan chocolate cookies bikinan nyokap sambil ngafalin cara ngitung pajak progresif.

lately, i had a trip to Bali which is also known as Pulau Dewata.

but, um, just fyi, right now, gue online pake hp. jadi kalo sekarang gue harus cerita tentang trip gue ke bali, gue hanya akan membuat dokter gue tambah kaya setelah menyembuhkan jempol gue yang bernanah karena ngetik seharian.

hmm tapi jujur gue bingung mau ngomong apa. akhir-akhir ini ga ada kejadian yang menarik untuk diceritakan ataupun menarik untuk dibaca.

highlight of the things happening lately:


-gue baikan sama devin

-my bff rene had a WET birthday, but she said it's a sweet one.

-fakta bahwa gue narsis semakin tersebar kemana-mana, sampe a-not-so-close-friend dari kelas sebelah aja tau. ckck.

-last night i watched 'marley and me', and i cried! gosh, it's an amazing film and i fell in love with the labradoodle. i am thinking of writing a review of this film in my next post.

-my other bff nita (ukill) kayaknya menjadi agak fedofil karna stress.

-i really really love my mom but i just can't stand the way she's thinking. i just had a lil' fight with her about me having no intention whatsoever about getting a good grade at school. i mean, is it my fault for being stupid and lazy? ugh, i really wish my 'pencerah hidup' is here to help me talk it through.



anyway, the dragon slash my mother is coming rightaway, and i have to pretend that i am studying economy. so i guess i gotta go. i'll be back soon.