a wonderful person :)

I opened formspring this noon and I ran out of question to answer so I decided to ask myself a question.

No, it does not mean that I answer my own question; it means that I asked the computer to generate a question for me to answer.

One of the questions asked about “who is the best teacher I have ever had?”

After a few seconds I came up with an answer:

Miss Dila!

HERE’S MY STORY

When I was in the 3^rd grade my English score was so baaad that I need to join an English course

I live in BSD and I have several choices (like Eloquency, EF, LIA, etc.) but my mom told me to get into this ILP course.

It is located behind ITC BSD, which is close to my house.

So I studied there and I really learn lots of new things!

I made friends and we grow older.

Some of those friends were really close to me. Firli, for example.

One time when I was in upper elementary,

I have a class with some cool friends:

Fariz, Azizah, Me, Astrid, Adit, Dita, Nissa, Raka, and some others.

I really love those friends and I even have a crush on one of them ;)

A BIG, big crush

Hahaha

Anyway

One time when we pass a level we were assigned to a new class with a new teacher

It was Ms. Dila.

I really remember her, and we love her!

She was soooo close to us

She way young, lively, hilarious, fun, and she’s reaaaaally beautiful

She is the principal’s cousin or something (The principal at that time was Mr. Wiku Respati)

She has 6^th sense and she often shares her stories with us. I remember that one time when she told us about the elevator ghost which she ‘met’ when she went to Bali. It was terrifying!

She ‘s studying at UI, and she still is. (I think) she’s majoring in English Literature.

Oh, and I really remember her signature!

It was deelju

She said that because there were two Dilas at UI, her friends made a nickname for her and she was called deelju (as her last name is Hadju)

She can make identical signatures. I mean, the ones she wrote at home and at course was totally the same! All of us were impressed.

We didn’t even feel study-like atmosph

ere with her and her English was just so good and her pronunciation was awesome as she lived in foreign country for some times. I love her!

But unfortunately time flies and we finished the term.

The next term, she no longer teaches us. She doesn’t even teach at ILP again.

She continued her study, yada yada yada.

But fortunately, when I was taking TOEFL class at ILP (2008), we met again! She begin teaching again in ILP.

I want to say hi to her but I was shy and I’m not really sure that it was her, but I remember her face well and one time when I was leaving my class to go home, she entered that class and asked me if I were her student. I said yes and we said hi. It was the last time we said hi to each other because I no longer go to ILP because I have finished my study. But I’m glad she remembered me!

This noon when I was asked that best-teacher question and her image popped out in my mind, I felt that I really miss her; I miss all the time we had spent together. So, I search for her name at facebook.

Thanks for her easy-to-rememb

er signature I remember her full name: Dila Hadju.

I found her facebook and I added her.

I viewed her profile and I know she have a great life now.

And on the relationship status, believe it or not, I see that she’s in a relationship with Rayi Putra which is one of RAN’s personnel. I don’t think it’s an hoax, I believe in her :D

I miss the times we had spent together, all the times we tell stories to each other instead of just studying, the break time we spent talking to her in our classroom, the times when we talked about those boys in our class, the time when we think her drawing was funny, aaa <3

But unfortunately, life goes on. We can’t stop the time and we get older day by day. We learn from our mistakes and become more mature. We go to different places and we make new friends. Then we grow old with them, until it is time to walk away.

I know there’s still a loooooooooooooo

oooooong looong road in front of me that I have to pass

I will meet plenty wonderful peoples in my life so there’s nothing to be sad of!

I will make a lot of good memories with my new friends so there’s nothing to be regretted.

I just have to keep the pace, keep on walking.

Hello Miss Dila, and goodbye

Thanks for all the things you told me, all the memories we made together.

You may not remember me as clear as I remember you, but really I want to talk to you, even for one time only :D

I know you’ll be sooooooooo cool now! Ah! I’m envious of those children you teach now at ILP! It must have been so fun! Zzz

-_______-

ENVY ENVY ENVY ENVY hahaha miss you ;)

p.s.:

your impression lingers :DD

thanks for everything!

BIG BANG DOCUMENTARY young bae's episode (third)

a part that caught my heart:

a mountain is just a calm scenery, not a test, for those who don't dare to climb it.

oh! and a picture from bleach #TURN BACK THE PENDULUM credit to SleepyFans from onemanga.com for the translation

keep this in your mind, people :)) it might help you someday
GET A BREATH OF FRESH AIR WHEN YOU FAIL!!! :))

HAHAHA

i'm not THAT into you anw

to tell the truth, i also forgot your birthday.
i thought it was on the 10th of December and i didn't realize my mistake until my friend told me.

hahaha so yeah your friend is stalking me, i suppose? oh great. zzz -_____-

hahaha i'm impressed. stalking a stalker huh?
okay i get it. just stop smiling and grinning when you meet me, mr. a.

my plaaaaaaaaaaylist

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

dictation test

ok it's not really toefl anyway but whatever
my native speaker teacher made us do this dictation test and i still remember it until now hahaha
so yeah i have nothing ti do so i decided to post it here:
(ACTUALLY i have to do A LOT of things - believe me - but i am too lazy to think so i'll just do what i like :P)

Last week my teacher's cousin suddenly decided to come to Indonesia from Singapore. She had never been here before. My teacher met her at the International Airport and they flew to Jogjakarta (Yogyakarta, whatever) together. They found a nice hotel there (Ibis) and the next day they hired a taxi to get to Borobudur. My teacher's cousin loved it there and the highlight of her trip was when she rode an elephant for the first time. However, she got sunburned because it was really sunny, and she didn't really like Indonesian food. Now she is working back at Singapore and she will fly back to England next week.


hahaha it's true story though and if you want to copy paste this story don't worry you don't have to credit me ;P

respond

i don't post new posts because i'm happy with my real life, so yeah, deal with it ok, i may not post things as often as i should but i'm doing my best. thanks for all your understanding, bye, for now :)))

gue juga sibuuuuk

yesssssss gue sudah semester 2 dan ujian nasional gak lebih dari 80 hari lagi.
semua orang panik dan gue jadi kebawa suasana. hmm.

jadi mulai minggu - minggu belakangan ini gue tiap hari ada les 2 dan gue nyampe rumah lagi paling cepet jam 8 malem, kadang - kadang malah setengah 10 baru sampe rumah.

udah gitu keyanya guru - guru pada kagak ngertiin gitu dan malah ngasih ulangan bertumpukan uooogh.

gue sangat BAHAGIA minggu - minggu belakangan ini.

ohya kemaren gue ikut tes sanur dan pengumumannya tanggal 29,

terus tanggal 31 nanti gue mau ikut test gonzaga dan hasil testnya diumumin hari itu juga.

wish me luck ya guys.

oh ya gue punya tumblr sekarang http://theodoraenno.tumblr.com/
twitter juga ada, tapi twitter lebih banyak ke personal life gue hehehe
if you want to stalk me, then, follow me @ennobob hehehe
http://twitter.com/ennobob
kalo facebook cari aja nama gue kali yaaa

gue juga lagi terkontaminasi sama korea dan lagi suka sama BIG BANG
yey, tae yang <333

hahaha


padahal sebelumnya gue menajiskan gitu hahaha maaf ya gue plin-plan
makanya never say never
hehe


gue juga lagi suka banget sama http://www.youtube.com/user/kevjumba
nama aslinya kevin wu
jadi dia suka cerita tentang idup dia gitu hehe
lucu deh. pernah jadi most subscribed person in youtube loooh hehehhehe

hmmmm that's all for now, nanti gue update lagi yaaaaaa. doain! hahaha.

highlight of the things happening lately (4)

HAIAYAYAYAYAYAA
HOYAAAAAA
AHAAY
NEW POST!!!

HIGHLIGHT OF THE THINGS HAPPENING LATELY #4!!!!!!!!!

· >> Kenapa semua orang marah sama gue??
Apa sih salah gue?
Terus, apa gue salah kalo gue ga berubah?
Bukan karena gue gamau, tapi karena gue gatau apa yang mesti dirubah.
Aduh tolong ya kalo lo emang kesel ama gue ya ngomong lah baek baek jangan malah diem – dieman keya orang bego.
Gue punya kotak saran kok.
Gue menerima kritik saran pujian cercaan apa kek tapi gue ga trima kalo gue gatau apa – apa tapi tiba – tiba orang – orang yang paling gue sayang ngediemin gue.
I need you guys, and I hope you forgive me.

· >> My dad bought me a shih tzu. <3 ing it
It’s a girl, 2 y.o., tricolor, and she loves to eat and lick.
Yahaaa you should definitely come to my house to snuggle her!!

· >> I bought BARRY LIKUMAHUWA cd. <3 ing it
And I just found out that Barry will play @ FOSSIL (a senior high event)
I hope I could come even though I’m still in middle school!
And @ FOSSIL there will be Raditya Dika too.
OMG!
Can’t be missed!

· >> I want a Rubik’s cube!!! Could someone tell me where to buy it? I’ll give anything for a RUBIK’S CUBE!!!

· >> I am now working on a painting. It’s schoolwork and the theme is realist painting, so I draw two giant pandas. It’s quiet good if you ask me. Nyehehe. *narsis mode: ON always*

· >> List of films I want to watch:
o The Proposal
o G-Force (cute trailer. effing funny)
o BANDSLAM (Hudgens -__-)
o FD (jelek sih katanya tapii)
o Get Married 2
o Whisper
o The Hangover
o Land of the Lost
o Last Chance Harvey
o UP (yeah, I haven’t watched UP. not yet.)
o New Moon (just want to see my Tay half naked ^^. R-Patz mati aja zzz.)
o AND many more haha I actually forgot what else, but just so you know, there’s still a long list of films. nyahaha.

· >> My schedule is EMPTY. TOTALLY EMPTY for libur lebaran. Does someone want to take me out of my living hell? I will be suppa glad.

· >> Oh yeah, how could I forgot? After libur lebaran, there will be a mid sem test. Ah great. I hate school. Ahh I hope I will be dead by the end of the month.

· >> NAJISS temen gue ditembak tanggal 090909 jam 0909. Haaa. Waaw. Dan dia menolak. Okay that’s ‘great’. prihatin sama yang nembak nyeheehehe

· >> Kenapa orang suka ngepas ngepasin tanggal? Temen sekelas gue ada yang jadian jam 12 menit ke 34 detik ke 56 tanggal 07 bulan 08 tahun 09. Digabung jadi 123456789. NIAT BANJEET.

Ahh I had to go. I’m gonna go somewhere to buy bjk videos hahaha. Gbye all, I’ll update later.

REUNIAN EX - 8C

okeh jadi kemaren anak – anak ex-8c reunian.
ya ya ya gua tau belom juga setaun uda reunian haha ga mutu.
norak sih tapi keyanya reunian lagi ngetrend.
lagian emang kelas 8 dulu menurut gue pw banget.
menurut gue looh.
ahay.
(LAGI DEMEN NGOMONG AHAY NEEH. EKSOTIS GIMANA GITU. YA GA?)
hm.
sampe mana tadi?
oyah reunian .
rough plannya gini:
kamis 200809 kan libur tuh sekolah gua. judulnya sih libur awal puasa padahal puasa mulae sabtu. ha. lucu sangat. yah. pokoknya libur. nah gue marcia ella lia pergi ke iteceh buat belanja bahan bahan masakan untuk reunian itu. nah. kita ke kerpur, belanja belanja belanja bayar. doeeng. belom apa - apa udah abis 287.150 hoh hoh. sukur dibagi sama anak – anak lain yang dateng.
sabtu 220809 pulang sekolah kita ke rumah marcia. ada yang langsung, ada yang pulang dulu, apalagi yang cowo – cowo tuh pulang semua, kaga mau ikut masak maunya makan doang dasar.
gue juga pulang dulu sihh hehe.
pulang mandi berangkat lagi.
sampe sana, gue kira udah pada heboh masak – masak gitu. ternyata ya tuhaan malah foto – foto di kamar marcia. ckck.. typical..
about an half hour later, kita baru mulai nyiapin bahan – bahan masakannya.
ditaro di meja.

difoto.
hm, yeah.
tetep narsis jaya.
terus kita mulai masak di dapurnya marcia. leader kita: CHEF ELISA YANG MASUKIN DAGING DULU BARU NUMIS BAWAAAANG. DUH~.
karena chef leader kita aja ga beres apalagi bawahannya. apalagi gue. kerjaan gue cuma nanya, protes, komentar, ngefotoin temen – temen secara candid, dan nyomotin makanan.
makanan yang kita bikin adalah spaghetti dan macaroni skutel. gatau nulis skutel gimana. scuttle? schottel? keyanya schottel. ih bodo ah. kalo salah remind gue ya, dikomenin aja postnya.
resep macaroni schottel ala ex-8c:
macaroni dicuci, terus direbus, dicobain rame-rame untuk ngeliat udah lembut atau belom, tiriskan. kasih butter biar ga lengket, aduk jangan lupa.
ambil wajan, taro diatas api. kasih minyak / butter, trus bawang bombay di sauté (tumis hahaha lagi pengen sok bule neh) setelah baunya rada lumayan, masukin smokebeef yang udah dipotong dengan gaya bebas (soalnya yang motong 2 orang dan jadinya yang satu panjang – panjang yang satu kotak – kotak swt -______-) terus sauté smokebeef dan bawang sampe warnanya menyerupai kulit gue, angkat, dan taro di mangkok.
ambil wajan baru. wajan yang ukurannya rada gede, ya. awas ketuker ama muka temen. tarolah si wajan diatas kompor, nyalain apinyah, trus wajan tsb dituangin macaroni yang udah tertiriskan tadi, ditambah daging smokebeef dan bawang, ditambah susu uht full cream satu karton, ditambah keju, losta keju, ditambah garem dan merica, dan ditambah tepung (harusnya tepung terigu tapi kita lupa beli dan marcia ga punya jadi kita pake tepung sajiku yang harusnya buat goreng ayam itu hehhehe). secukupnya aja, dikira – kira, jangan sampe kekentelan dan jangan sampe terlalu cair. yang penting cobain aja terus, biar kalo ga enak ketauan jadi bisa ditambahin. oyah, masukinnya satu – satu dan dikit - dikit ya, sambil diaduk. jangan biadab.
terus setelah adonan menye – menye itu jadi, taro lah di piring kaca oval yang udah dkasi butter sebelumnya. usahain rata. mau pake aluminium foil bolehh, tapi kalo males, gausah pake. soalnya kita juga uda terlanjur nuang makaroninya ke piring kaca oval dan kita lupa pake alfoil tapi ternyata ga lengket loh. nah diatas macaroni itu dikasih butter, diolesin secara merata.
kocoklah 2 biji telur, (awas jangan ngocok biji yang laen. MUAHAHAHA. okeh gue disgusting.) terus olesin diatas macaroni yang udah diolesin butter tadi. yang rata yaa. terus diatas macaroni dikasih keju. jangan lupa kejunya quickmelt, jangan yang lain, jangan coba – coba. biar meleleh gitu maksudnya. soalnya kita ada yang pake keju cheddar biasa tapi ngga melting. sial yak. tapi enak.
terus masukkan ke oven, kalo ga ada oven (atau seperti kasus kita, kalo PIRING OVAL lo GA MUAT masuk ke oven,) pakailah microwave. tapi kalo pake microwave mesti ditongkrongin gitu. dianjurkan pake oven deh.
bakar!selesai?
potong potong dan sajikanlah dengan sambel botolan.
MAKARONI YANG KITA BIKIN EMANG PENAMPILANNYA AGAK GA MEYAKINKAN TAPIII
rasanya enak kok, sampe ada yang ga kebagian macaroni karena belom apa – apa udah abis hehe.
resep spaghettinya jangan tanya gue karena gue bukan kru bagian bikin spaghetti.
tapi bikin punchnya gue tau!!!
resep punch ala ex-8c:
ambil bowl gede. tuangin sprite 1liter, tambahin sirup markisa sampai agak orange pucet, cobain. kalo kemanisan tambahin air, kalo kurang manis tambahin sirup dikit aja. terus kasih nata de coco 2 pak sama kasih buah kalengan. aduk –aduk, kasih es batu, VOILA! OUR FRUIT PUNCH IS READY TO GO TO THE DINING TABLE!!
kita selesai masak, anak – anak cowo udah pada dateng. kita langsung berdoa (ngedoain KEVIN EMILIO yang ulang tahun ahay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEV!) terus langsung serbu meja makan. sekiar 20 orang gitu yang dateng. macaroni langsung ludes, spaghetti abis juga akhirnya.
abis makan kita ngobrol – ngobrol, ada juga yang numpang mandi di tempat marcia, gak lama, entah siapa berinisiatif buat jalan – jalan keluar. ya kita semua jalan jalan lah sampe malem. SERU BANGEEET.
thanks buat seluruh orang yang sudah berpartisipasi dalam acara ini terutama marcia’s asisten rumah tangga yang nyuci – nyuci wajan – wajan ga perawan yang bekas kita pake buat masak.
thanks juga buat seluruh anak ex-8c baik yang bisa dateng maupun yang ga bisa dateng. yang ga dateng nyeselllll!!
lotsa thankyous, especially for:
1. AUDREY
2. BP
3. CELINE
4. CYNTHIA
5. DETHA
6. EDDY
7. ELISA
8. ELLA
9. JEFFREY
10. JONATHAN
11. KARINA
12. KEV
13. LEVIN
14. LIA
15. MAISYE
16. MARCIA
17. RISSA
18. SANTI
19. SHIRLEY
20. STELLA
21. DAN yang paling keren: GUE.
i hope our friendship lasts forever, and i hope i’ll never forget you guys.
WE DID GREAT yesterday.
LET’S DO IT AGAIN!
WOO – HOO.

TO ALL THOSE WHO THINK HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

TO ALL THOSE WHO THINK HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.



P.S.:
Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in.
Please do your part to end it.

SOMEONE TO STALK:

SI BAIK DAN SI KEREN

RUPERT GRINT

Uhyuk

liburan ini gue mendapat pencerahan:
ternyata
RUPERT GRINT ituh
C.A.K.E.P.
B.A.N.G.E.T.
no offense
HE’S MINE
Wek.
Huh?
What?
LO GA TAU RUPERT GRINT SAPA?
buu
paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah *melebaykan diri*
RUPERT GRINT is the one playing Ron Weasley in Harry Potter movies
sialaaan senyumnya brengsek banget.
OMG OMG
he’s funny, he’s a great kisser, he’s charming, he’s talented
and he is the HOTTEST redhead ever!
and he is WAY MORE handsome than DANIEL RADCLIFFE

need prove?
(SORRY for LILI & ETA-KUN. sorry sorry double sorry. it’s not my statement. i google it. gyaaa, real sorry)

Hair care company Brylcreem released a list of the best and worst male hairstyles of the celebrity world in 2007 putting Rupert Grint's haircut with the top five best male film stars haircuts and his co-star, Daniel Radcliffe, in the Top 5 Worst Male Film Star haircuts
HA - HA - HA
yaa okeh lu mau bilang gue katarak atao radang mata whatsoever
yaa okeh lah kalo lu nganggep dia jelek
tutup mata lo pas nonton Harry Potter dan gue jamin lo juga bakal suka.
MUAHHAAAHAHAHA
…
eh

tapi jangan

gausah dicoba

BECAUSE HE’S MINE!!!
gue gamau bagi bagi. wek.


and do you know what the BEST part is?
well, hear this:
HE HAS ARACHNOPHOBIA!!

just like me, eheheh
chemistry – chemistry – chemistry
love love love
hot and sexy and hot and sexy and Rupert and sexy


kyaaa



(JATUH CINTA MODE ON)



yah, karena pemilik blog sedang nyium-nyiumin laptop berwallpaper Rupert Grint, maka secara otomatis post kali ini diakhiri.
yak.
POST HARI INI SELESAAAAI.

appeared!! at last! my VAKASI

WOO-HOO

Yeah I’m back
Let’s see
Um, it seems that I haven’t post anything since, since..
Since forever. Yeah, I know.
Now I’m back to pay my debt *buset*
So here comes the trouble:

LIST OF THE THING THAT MAKES ME UPSET RIGHT NOW:
· IRENE (my best best best computer club friend) PINDAH SEKOLAH. I’m so sad. We had lotsa fun, why do you have to go? GRR. DAN GUE SANGAT IRI PADA IRENE. Karena DIA BISA MENYINGKIRKAN SANUR DARI HIDUPNYA lebih cepat dari gue. Ahhhh. DAN KITA BELUM BERHASIL MINTA COPY DARI TULISAN KEREN KITA YANG ADA DI KOMPUTER POJOKAN ITUH. Tuhan plis dong semoga si guru penjaga ruang multimedia ngebolehin gue ngambil tulisan ituh.. huee. Gila itu nostalgia banget tau ga.

· JERAWAT GEBLEEEK
*meh.*
Kenapa gue bilang jerawat geblek? Karena ga ada jerawat yang jenius.
Dan karena, jerawat ini sangat BESAR dan GAK ILANG ILANG, seperti kegeblekan gue.
Udah sejak taun entah kapan jerawat ini nongkrong di pipi kiri gue – syukurlah sekarang udah rada kecilan.
Dulu, jerawat ini sempet jadi gede banget sampe sodara gue meragukan bahwa itu adalah jerawat tulen. BISUL berbulu domba katanyah -_-
Jadi selama liburan ini, kerjaan gue adalah nyolongin salep obat jerawat sodara gue.
Doain gue semoga jerawat ini cepet ilang yee.
Semoga kagak ada bekasnyaa
*awas lu kalo kaga doain entar jerawatnya pindah ke idung lo*

· Gue naik kelas 9 dengan nilai yang ngepas. Katanya gue ranking 10. Atau 11. Err, what ev.
The problem is =
Now I’m supposed to find a high school that is willing to be my second habitat.
For three years.
My choices:

# 1 : SMAN 3 Jogja
Masalahnya: NEM saya minimal harus 38.
Yak.
Anda ga salah baca. 38 per 40.
ARTINYA ADALAH saya minimal setiap mata pelajaran harus dapet 9,5
Pengen banget sekolah situ walaupun nilai saya agak minimal.

# 2 : SMA Gonzaga
Masalahnya: gue ga yakin bisa lolos testnya. 3 test mata pelajaran dalam 1 hari PLUS test interview. Tapi ni sekolah keren, walaupun cuma jadi sekolah cadangan doang hehe. Yap, my first choice is SMAN 3. Doain sayah makanya. *gila yah gue minta doain mulu*

# 3 : Sanur? A BIG NO NO.
Masalahnya: saya enek sekolah di tempat strict keya gitu. dimana sebuah acara osis yang udah disiapin dengan sepenuh hati jiwa dan raga dibatalin cuma karena murid-muridnya sibuk bikin lintingan koran atau ngegulung kaleng diet coke sampe lecet.
Dan bla bla bla.
*gue takut kalo protes kebanyakan entar disomasi keya Mrs. Prita yang ngritik Omni ntuh*
Semoga gue gak perlu masuk situ lagih.











· I am kind of making a silly mistake, which I don’t know what, I just know I do it, and it makes my (ex) friend mad at me.
Hmm.
At least I said “sorry” twice.
Err, *ralat*, I didn’t really
SAY
sorry.
I text her once and I chat her once.

Does that count?
Nope?
Oh boy.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
I’m too afraid to come and say sorry straight away to the person, especially because I’m not really sure what thing I supposed to be sorry of and I think she’ll kill me if I ask her again.
I REALLY HATE MY LEAKING MOUTH…











But..
ENOUGH MENGELUHNYAA
Selanjutnyaa:

LIST OF THE THING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY SMILEY SMILEY:

# 1 : ONE PIECE and EYESHIELD!
o Sumpah ONEPIECE keren abis.
Baru kali ini gue baca komik shonen ampe menitikkan aer mata.
Hueeh kereeen keren kereen!
Yang gue suka: orang – orang sok pahlawan macem SHANKS and RORONOA
Yei.



# 2 : MY GENEROUS MOM!
o Ibu gue keren abis karena udah beliin baju yang udah gue idam idamkan sejak gue SD.
BAJU SPONGEBOOOOOB!
Ciaaaat!
Sekarang gue jadi bisa mengejar mimpi gue untuk menjadi orang terkenal!



# 3 : TRIP TO JOGJA
o Ehmagawd I met lotsa people back there.
I’m so happy eventhoo in Jogja running my errands is the same as eating, sleeping, internetan, eating, sleeping, going to the hell mall, nonton maraton transpormer and terminator, eating, sleeping and watching spongebob.
…
And sleeping.

o Saya belajar bahwaa *eng ing engg* DI JOGJA BIAYA HIDUP SANGAT MURAAAAH.
Jadi waktu ituh sodara gue nanya berapa harga nasi goreng di sekolah gue dan gue menjawab dengan jujur karena gue anak baik.
Terus dia ketawa.
Terus dia bilang: buset itu mah kalo di sekolah gue bisa buat makan 2 kali plus minum pula. Nyahahahahahahahak hak hak uhukhuk huk huk. *evil laugh*
Terus gue diajak tante gue yang baik hati keya keponakannya ke tempat makan gitu namanya HoR *disingkat karena gue ga mao promosi gratis*
Gue ber 5: sodara gue, sodara gue, sodara gue, gue, dan tante gue.
Terus kita makan.

Dan makanannya enak.
Dan jusnya juga enak.
Walaupun tempatnya rada *menurut gue* creepy karena banyak sesajen tersebar di segala penjuru, tapi lumayan lah.
Terus ada kaca GEDEEE gitu. ahaha. Bikin gue seneng aja.
Trus ternyata cuma abis 60 ribu gitu
Padahal sodara gue makannya hot banget
Nambah pula
Duh gile, di Jakarta duit 60 rebu buat ber-5 dapet apaah?
Palingan baso pojokan doang.
Padahal disana dapet =
2 jus melon yang penampilannya aja enak abis sumpah keya ada floatnya trus ada buahnya gitu gimana sih susah jelasinnya
DAN
1 es teh manis
DAN
1 jamu jambu something *gue lupa namanya*
DAN
2 mi
DAN
2 roti bakar coklat yang dihabiskan oleh sodara gue dalam waktu kurang dari 100 detik *saking enaknya*
DAN
2 porsi nasi PLUS telor PLUS ikan-kecil-entah-apa-namanya PLUS tempe-entah-diapain-pokoknya-jadi-kecil-kecil-dan-pedes PLUS sambel

iwaw
SIAL BANGET GAK SIH HARGA DI SANA.
rawr



# 4 : ONE NIGHT STAY DI KOLAM BAPAK GUE
o Jaadi bapak gue punya kolam ikan















Terus gue diajak kesitu, nginep semalem.
Seru ternyatah.
Gue belajar mancing!
Dan karena ikannya banyak gue bisa mancing banyak ikan. hoho
Sebagian besar ikan pancingan gue dipersembahkan untuk..
*drumroll*
Si meong















Si meong ini kucing hamil yang tinggal di atas air. Spesies: meongus kampungusrakus
Keren yak?
Sukanya makan ikan mentah mulai dari kepala dulu.
Mantap



# 5 : HIM.
o This whole holiday is fun because of him. I watched his videos in youtube, I read his thought and I stared at his photos.
If he were here, I wanna say these to him:
I CAN’T STOP STALKING YOU! IT’S YOUR FAULT FOR BEING TOO SWEET!!
yeah. from now on, i declare that being GORGEOUS is a CRIME!
BUT RELAX; you’re still number 5 in my happy-maker list.
Be grateful that you’re not the number one
Why?
Because..
If you’re number one, then I must be a very creepy stalker who likes you so much and willing to die for you.
Nope.
I‘m just not that into you.
I pray for you though.
quite often.


WAIT.


Err.
Did I say something wrong?
Am I creepy?
AM I A CREEPY STALKER?
Don’t answer.
I’m afraid.
ONOEZ where’s my mind?
OKAY I FOUND IT.
Sorry I freaked out.
LANJUUT!



# 6 : SHOCKING PINK NAIL POLISH
o It makes me cheerful and I feel happy. Yum!



# 7 : YOUTUBE
o THERE’S SO MUCH “I-HATE-SELENA-GOMEZ” VIDEO
Tuhan ternyata sayang banget ama gue.
Right, eh?
Hehe
Lagian ngapain si Selena pake nge-date-in MY TAYLOR LAUTNER?
Brengsek, gue ngiri.
Oh, come on Taylor, you can do better than that.
Just date Emma Roberts or Taylor Swift or Ashley Tisdale (or ME).
At least if he date someone who is REALLY beautiful and TALENTED (like ME),
gue pasti bisa ngerestuin.
Tapi ini SELENAAA
Bujet dah
Helooo?
DUH!
Si Taylor kagak tau apah kalo selena punya BAD REPUTATION di mata orang – orang tertentu? *terutama gue*
Ckck



# 8 : CHOCO ICE CREAM AND GREEN TEA
o Ahaha gue keya orang yang lahir di jaman penjajahan ye,
makan eskrim aja seneng banget.
Yah, gimana dong. Abis enak sih.
Yah, berat gue naek deh pasti ntar.
Aargh TAPI ENAAAK
Apalagi kalo abis makan itu minum teh pake gula batu gituh
Mmmm
Rasanya?
Rasanya:
Ehmagawd, MY LIFE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PERFECT!
GOD LOVES ME!
Haha
I believe He does.










Emmmm emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Gue bingung mau nulis apa lagih
Udah banyak nih
Ini aja dulu deh
Nanti gue ngepost lagi okeh
Ciao
Muahmuah
Jangan kangeeen!
Tenang ajah, post berikutnya gue pasti bagi – bagi tanda tangan
kalo perlu sama cap jempol kaki
Tapi sekarang babai dulu yah
Mau tidur

ulum week

prep for ulangan umum hari #1:
belajar pkn sambil smsan sama dev sambil nonton the master sambil main harvest moon di lappie. wahai murid-murid di seluruh penjuru dunia, contohlah cara belajar saya!

ulangan umum hari #1:
salah seragam!
damn it!
terima kasih buat pak satpam yang baik hati mau minjemin hpnya.. sukur ga telat.
si suster marah-marah tadi. udah teriak-teriak, pake mike, ngebunyiin bel pula.. haduh, rasanya kuping saya sempet berdarah tadi.

hmm ulangan pkn pilihan gandanya lumayan bisa lah, walopun ada yang ngasal. seenggaknya hari ini gue ga perlu nyontek. padahal sebelah gue jenius-jenius loh. hiaha. tapi pkn yang esai gue mengarang bebas. otak gue udah ga bisa jalan. udah pasrah. bahasa indonesia, hmm thanks to goddie, soalnya ga sebiadab biasanya. target nilai: diatas 3. yoosh!

prep for ulangan umum hari #2:
hunting for my note for history. keyanya keselip gitu. udah ngubrek-ubrek 2 lemari, TERNYATA ada di atas mp3 player. yaoloh. jadi mau garuk-garuk tanah.
belajar uda bener-bener kaga serius
(kali ini sambil baca conan).
ujung-ujungnya malah ngikut nyokap gue nontonin si mr. antasari azhar. wew. kan ada drama reka ulang pembunuhannya gitu, sumpah ber-lebay-an sekali. udah gitu masa si model yang pura-puranya jadi korban pembunuhan itu abis ditembak masi bisa mengerang-erang sambil mijet-mijet jidat dia gitu. bego.

ulangan umum hari #2:
ips, tewas dengan sukses. ga bisa sama skali bzt. inggris, anying kok tumben soal yang keluar ga cupu? gue ga bisa dapet100 deh, abis ada 2 atau 3 gitu yang salah. crap.
ny way,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANANTI WUNGUDITA
weaa, semoga umur lu panjang and sehat terus. jangan mati sekarang ya.. lo masi ada utang jajanin gue, sih!


prep for ulangan umum hari #3:
gue ga belajar, tidur deh sepanjang hari.

semoga kekuatan cap cip cup bisa membuat gue bisa ngerjain ulangan!

ulangan umum hari #3:
mat yang multiple choice gue positif dapet bagus. doakan aja biar dapet10.
tapi gue lupa definisi prism!
grr.
jadi bagian II keyanya nilainya average dah. bagian III, nge-blank. gimana ya, otak gue kecil sih.
tapi seenggaknya gue uda coba. ya ga? semoga nilainya pada bagus-bagus lah ya.
agama, jangan tanya. gue udah memasrahkan diri. esainya sial no.1 aja salah.
stress stress stress.

prep for ulangan umum hari #4:
males belajar. tadi kan gue les fisika, trus ada soal gitu tentang 2 anak yang bediri di tebing. nama anaknya najis dah ah. mana ella ama celine rese, pake ngejekin gue segala. ugh. guys, gue kasitau ya, orang brengsek itu, yang namanya tak boleh disebut karena bisa menyebabkan bisul di lidah, iya yang bego, jelek, nyebelin itu.
dia udah mati.
dengan tragis.
karena dimakan sama ikan lele.
waktu dia lagi keselek cendol di depan rumahnya.
jadi karena ga sopan ngomongin orang yang udah masuk neraka, makanya jangan sebut nama dia lagi okehh? bzt. hoya, kalo pelajaran bio gue bener2 ga belajar sama sekali. pasraah!
kita liat aja besok.

ulangan umum hari #4:
i hate this part right here, grrawr. fisika lumayanlahya. tapi bio gue ga bisa sama sekali...
TAKUT MERAAHHHH..
pa hima bilang kelas gue jelek nilainya.
ada 6 orang yg nilai ulum bionya merah. TAKUT MERAAHHHH! seriously..





err.. happy birthday juga buat
DEVIN BRAMANTYO,
yang kemaren tanggal 8 mei ulang tahun.. wish you all the best ya nyet.

p.s.: kalo lu kaga pernah pake bajunya, gua bunuh lu. :)

and last,
gue mau promosi
HARVEST MOON!

gue ada cdnya buat kompie/lappie. nge-install-nya gampang trus cepet lagi. mainnya gampang kok. hmm ada yang mau pinjem? biar ada yang nemenin gue main. okehh?

ntar gue provide dengan walktrough bikinan gue sendiri! ahaha tenang aja, akurat kok.

mari kita lestarikan HvM! itu bener2 game sepanjang masa, huahaha.

err yang mau pinjem cdnya bilang ke gue lewat facebook aja.
Theodora Retno: rainbow_bleach@hotmail.com


btw saya lagi kerajingan nancy drew.
tadi pagi baru aja pinjem di perpus 2 buku tebel (dan butut) yang isinya 6 cases nancy drew (1 buku 3 cases).

doakan cepat selesai, amin!

kalau begitu saya pamit dulu yah, mau baca nancy drew dan main HvM: MFoMT. see-ya!


*effect: fade to black*

names

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Teodora Retno Astrini

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
teoizzle

3. YOUR SPY NAME:
(favorite colour and favourite animal)
pink horse *duh*

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number)
retno kencana (yaoloh apa banget)

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last name, and first 2 letters of your first name)
astte

6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME:
(your 2nd favorite colour, and favourite drink)
yellow coffee

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME:
(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, and 3rd letter of your dad's)
eta-- *they haven't got one..*

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(parents middle names)
estirini hendro

9 . YOUR GOTH NAME:
(black, and the name of one of your pets)
black scarlet (actually it's my DEAD pet. a hamster.)

10 . YOUR HOOD NAME:
(first 3 of your first name, and add -iqua)
teoiqua

highlight of the things happening lately (3)

highlight of the things happening lately:

#bff gw berantem sama cowonya. dia dibilang childish gitu karena cemburu buta. katanya, cowonya uda males gitu ama dia. tauah gue bingung. kalo gue belain bff gue, entar gue dikatain 'memihak' gara-gara gue bfnya. kalo gue ga belain bff gue, selain dia bakal marah, gue juga ga tega ngeliatin dia keya gitu. gimanapun bukan dia yang salah. kalo gue cuekin, bisa-bisa dia minum baygon karena ga ada yang peduli. haduh pusing ah gue.

#setan, gw ngantuk bgt. kemaren kan ada live m.u. vs. arsenal gitu *m.u. menang 1-0. kasian si dev*, jadi -secara agak terpaksa- gue nemenin devin gue nonton itu ampe pagi. yaa gue sambil nonton mtv insomnia si *i heart suryo+adit!*, tapi tetep aja ampe pagi. terus dari jam 3 sampe terang, gue ngobrol ama devin di telpon. PAKE XL MURAH LOH! muahaha. tapi gue lagi bingung ama dia. aneh-aneh aja maunya.

#udah mau ulangan umum tapi gue sama sekali ga ngerti apa yang mesti dipelajarin. aw. gimana kalo gue ga naik kelas?

#gue baru kerajingan maen harvest moon more friends of mineral town. mainan gba tapi gue maininnya di lappie. intinya: selama 5 hari liburan, gue bukannya ngafalin siapa jenderal jepang yang memimpin penjajahan di indonesia, tapi gue malah begadang buat maenin maenan cupu macem harvest moon. gue heran, kok emak gue ga setres ya ngeliat anaknya keya gini.. huff ckck.


#maderfaker-gue baru inget barusan gue makan mie goreng di tempat les gue belom bayar! goddamnit! haduuh gimana ni nyeet?!

#gue jadi cinta banget sama adit dan surya,yang nge-host-in acara mtv insomnia di salah satu stasiun televisi swasta.. selama liburan, gue yang ga pernah tidur ini *kalong* jadi nungguin mereka terus. gue suka adit *yang gue akui sangat-sangat lucu*, tapi gue lebih suka surya *selain karena mukanya lebih intelek, juga* karena gayanya yang selengéan, jago ngerayu *"lihat ke atas. bintang cuma ada satu, yang lainnya dimatamu"*, aih aih. udah 2 hari gue ga tidur sama sekali (beneran loh.) karena nontonin mereka. gue ga pernah nyesel bela-belain begadang buat nonton mereka, 'cause they're totally gorgeous.. a completely "must see" program!
by the way, kemaren gue ga nonton mereka. kenapa?
:karena, di stasiun tv swasta yang harusnya menyiarkan mtv insomnia itu, malah nyiarin PERTANDINGAN BOLA. holy cow. i want my surya!

#hoya, masi inget ikan coelacanth yang gue bahas kemaren itu ga? ikan itu kemaren masuk koran, poor creature. dikatain fosil hidup, punya struktur tulang keya tangan manusia, ckck. berarti omongan gue di blog ini berbobot ya, sampe nyamain artikel di koran. muahaha.


err,
gue uda cape nulis, dan gue mau belajar *tumben*.
i gotta go. say no to drugs, dan jangan lupa bahwa flu babi tidak menyebar melalui babi panggang, jadi makanlah babi panggang sekenyang-kenyangnya sampe perut lu berbusa sebelum virus itu bermutasi! jangan lupa, kalo lagi makan babi, kirim sekilo ke rumah gue, okeeh? nyokap gue suka soalnya.

bye then.